[.dead in your eyes.]

BREAK FEST!

2005-04-23T03:17:52Z

If ya don't know already, breakfest has been moved! Same time, Same day. different place.

9046 cleveland road clayton nc 27520

its a big gym

don't miss it....

....FUCKERS!

Daybreak Woes

2005-04-08T04:11:23Z

I will stand upon this rock
Holding steadfast against your
Beliefs and traditions
This day will burn with the rising sun
Accursed dawn

I will not falter under the weight of hypocrisy

atearforapenny @ 2005-03-23T22:15:00

2005-03-24T03:14:46Z

She woke up...

Time for an update. I guess.

I was fortunate enough to go the the BTBAM and the Hottness (only mentioning these two, because I only like those two) show Sunday Night. I had great fun, minus being drenched in sweat.

I've slept most of my Spring Break. I fell...like I could sleep some more. I'll do that later.

Oh, I'm getting a credit card. Yikes.

atearforapenny @ 2005-01-04T23:15:00

2005-01-05T04:15:21Z

New Year's Mission:

find someone

hm. how odd.

2004-12-09T06:31:42Z


hardcore is love
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atearforapenny @ 2004-11-22T16:54:00

2004-11-22T21:54:15Z

I sleep with thumb tacks in my pillows.

Today I woke up with a sense of betrayal coursing through my veins. [What time was it and who were you with and where?] I having trouble keeping these obscure and damaging images out of my head

Can I continue not to fill doubt or should I question
Every lovely glance
Every passionate kiss
Every chilling touch you hand me?

I’m sorry I feel this way; don’t FUCK me over or it’ll be the death of you.

atearforapenny @ 2004-06-11T19:05:00

2004-06-11T23:07:21Z

Maybe an actual update? not like anyone read this thing.

Nothing has been going on as of late. Been working (at Tripp's) and planning new shows with the band. Well, Chase has anyway. I believe we will be playing at PleasantGrove july 5th, for FREE. and I hope it's the last time. July 7th I do believe we will be playing in Charlotte. and when I say we, I mean Dressed for Tragedy.

Later.

atearforapenny @ 2004-05-23T17:27:00

2004-05-23T21:27:43Z

Apply, if you think you can get in.

http://www.livejournal.com/community/xnotxemox/

music

2004-05-22T17:40:55Z

I've becoming increasingly unsatisfied with my musical tastes lately. It's not heavy enough or soft enough. I can't find a middle ground. My own band has spoiled my musical taste. I don't find BTBAM or anything else of that nature satisfying anymore.

What the hell is wrong with me?

We (DFT) have two new songs in the works, both of which are showing our increasing maturity. Both are a blend of breakdowns and melodic "pretty" parts. (Spoiler) Some singing may be included (I know half of you just shat your pants).

I'm looking forward to the completion of these newbies. As, I hope, are the rest of you.

atearforapenny @ 2004-05-18T19:48:00

2004-05-18T23:49:22Z

I'm not sure if I enjoy anything anymore.

never be mine.

2004-05-01T01:25:42Z

Wonder

There is no hope in being involved
As Grace falls delicately from bewildered skies
Covering all but one broken embrace
Falling to comprehend one false move
Leaving nothing to the imagination

Crawling-onward-into an existence of individual fallacies

DFT LIVE, FUCKERS

2004-04-25T01:13:39Z

atearforapenny @ 2004-04-22T22:35:00

2004-04-23T02:35:32Z

atearforapenny @ 2004-04-12T13:44:00

2004-04-12T17:44:24Z

We sit on front porches and swing life away
we get by just fine on minimal wage...

atearforapenny @ 2004-04-09T22:22:00

2004-04-10T02:27:31Z

Dressed for Tragedy /w Called to Arms, The Residnence, Ballistic Reign, and Climax Julian
4/23/04 7:00pm
$2.00 at door
pleasent grove community building
Angeir, NC (I think)

Flyer

atearforapenny @ 2004-04-01T21:53:00

2004-04-02T02:52:33Z

-dream of me-

picture day

2004-03-20T19:36:03Z

atearforapenny @ 2004-03-20T11:05:00

2004-03-20T16:05:09Z

ohhh someones tough. get those fucking x's off your
hands cause no one cares. all the bands you
listen to are repetitive and sounds the same.
you are funny to watch in the pit though. and
what is the point of wearing a backpack when
you mosh? are you going on a fucking trip
somewhere? i didn't think so. so stop.

what kind of asshole scene kid are you?
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Inept Stars

2004-03-19T02:07:43Z

As darkness falls over her eyes
Sweeping gracefully through her soul
Carrying her existence far from his lips

She mourns the dying flower, withering away
In the harsh glow of an unwilling slaughter
A sheer massacre of innocence
Her muscles tight with apprehension

A razor blade symphony plays across her wrists
And the sweet taste of ruby liquor fills his mouth

A deluge of regret

atearforapenny @ 2004-03-04T22:57:00

2004-03-05T03:57:44Z

Another Pretty Face

I left my love bleeding on the chapel floor
Questionable and filled with regret for now
It is forgotten-Murdered
Buried in a casket with no funeral to be held

I’ll burn these roses; indulging in the aroma

And from the afterglow of rejection, the vile taste
Fills my mouth, drowning me in a somber torrent
And how peaceful it may be, to die in such a way
That only you could orchestrate with such relentlessness

Now remove the dagger from my back so I may breathe.

atearforapenny @ 2004-02-01T23:40:00

2004-02-02T04:40:23Z

The swaying
of the ocean, to the swaying of your hips...shivering as your lover's
caress touches your lips.

flowers die, but love remains

2004-01-31T22:38:07Z

“Flowers to say Sayonara”

Where did the compassion fail?
Fell away like mourning flowers that
Lie on open graves; six feet deep and yet still getting deeper.

Steeper the cliff falls, tumbling on

Sing me that siren’s song, lure me into
A place where the remains still burn
Deep and haunted with spirits lost in faith’s cruelty

Your face pushed against the stone; embrace the cold

And love it like no other

atearforapenny @ 2004-01-09T21:55:00

2004-01-10T02:54:53Z

Hell

atearforapenny @ 2003-12-27T11:33:00

2003-12-28T04:32:46Z

Hidden

Its how your bleed
That fulfills my sickest desires
I love, watching you cry
Over Pitiful emotions

Because I, I trust no word that
Leaves your vile mouth

I can feel your nails crawling up my back
Ripping my heart through my neck
This watch says its half past twelve
But only I can control how long you suffer

atearforapenny @ 2003-12-21T11:46:00

2003-12-21T16:46:42Z

i just don't care anymore.